Ok spam gambaq from phone yang dah berzamannnn. And in case you're wondering why I havent been updating, it's because I was busy going on trips with my friends who came down to Kedah and to Sibu, Sarawak as well, to meet ze loverboi hihihi <3 It was only for the weekend, but was worth every penny :)
Ok on with the photos! Tak ikut susunan pon sebab dah lupa chronology haha.
Okeh I'll update photos of my trips later. C-c-c-ya.
The husband and wife duo at the image is found has always been one of my MOST favourite photographers around. They do mainly wedding photos, and also family portraits and such. They also love to take photos of their daughter and son who are totally adorable! Their photos have so much life and emotions to them and I LOVE THEM!
I wish someday, whenever I get married (whenever that is), I'd have cool photographers like them to take my wedding photos. Photos that really capture the moments properly and perfectly.
Heheh angan angan memang banyak. Ok dah. Byebye lets tidoq.
Another phase of my life is ending. I will be back here soon. Promise.
(Sebenaqnya malaih nak tuleh banyak huhuhu)
Ok byebye.
Ok byebye.
I wish I was dead sometimes. so my parents wont have to worry about what I'm going to do with my life or them having to look after me until I'm married off and shipped somewhere they can never reach, or having to put up with my disgraceful shenanigans. they would no longer have to be embarrassed by being asked the question " what is your daughter doing now?". My brother can get my camera and my sister can have all my bags, bracelets and make up ( I cant say clothes because my clothes arent that nice ). I'd make prints of my favourite photographs and sell them, every single sent to charity. I'd donate any organs needed and even my ( lacklustre, omgaswh) hair.
I dont think I have to wish it, since A levels would be the death of me.
I'm not being emotional, I just always feel shattered when I'm reminded of how much of a burden I am to my folks, and how all of us
siblings are somewhat disappointments. None of us earn 10k a month, we dont
have the nice cars , we dont score the earth-shattering grades. If me
not being around would make my folks' life easier, I'd do it in a
heartbeat. I probably wouldnt have raced so hard to reach that darn
ovum if I knew my existence was nothing but an accident that's become
an annoying splinter burried deep in my parents' skin
